I hate this place and I just want to leave.
First of all, I want the bitches in the office to - wait, no. Let me rephrase that. The BITCH in the office to leave me alone. When I come in late, it's none of her business. She doesn't know where I was or what I was doing. Somebody needs to fire her or seriously put her in her place. It's not okay to talk about students when they leave the room, especially AROUND OTHER STUDENTS WHO ARE JUST GOING TO TELL ME WHAT YOU SAID.
I can't believe somebody here would be so unprofessional as to talk shit about me when I turn around. My attendance is none of your business. If you were the dean, the principal, my teacher or my mother, then maybe it would be. But since you're not, IT ISN'T.
Second of all, Jeremy is mad at me, I'm pretty sure, because I drop everything and go with Angela. Do you know why I drop everything to go with her? So she doesn't have ammo to use against me later. So she can't say, "Kaylee always runs off with Jeremy" - which she says ANYWAY. I try so frigging hard to be on good terms with her. And yes, when I'm with Jeremy, it makes her angry, which makes her bitchy towards me, which makes me have to deal with her crap. So, I guess it's a selfish thing, but STILL. I can't stop being decent around her. I can't do it, no matter how much she sucks.
Speaking of which, she won't stop giving Jeremy really awful looks and she KNOWS I'm looking. I don't think she understands that what she thinks about him means 0% to me. Unless she's being mean to me about it, I could give two craps about what she thinks about anything she doesn't like. Which is everything. I don't know, I want to move away so I don't have to see her judgmental face anymore.
Plus, tomorrow, Hannah and Jeremy are going to Mihalik's teacher of the year thing, which would be fun to go to, but I haven't been asked to go, and I would feel like such a dill hole asking to go. And no, it's not because Jeremy's going, it's because Jeremy AND Hannah are going, and they are my gym class, and I don't want to be alone in that class with freaking awful freshman boys who try to plough people over.
I never get to see Jeremy. Not enough. Things get in the way. I hate this. I hate this, hate this, hate this. I want to go sleep at his house.
I'm poor. So, so very poor.
And now I'm worried that somebody from the tech department is reading this and is walking down the hall to get me and take away my internet privileges and suspend me. That would happen here, I bet.
Please, fake-God, let this year be over faster.
Shit, now this period is ending and I have to go to anatomy, for which I have not done my homework in weeks.
No wonder administration here hates me.
My mother thinks I'm a whore.
I got rejected from my stop school and haven't told, like, anybody.
I hate this. I want to leave.
I can't believe somebody here would be so unprofessional as to talk shit about me when I turn around. My attendance is none of your business. If you were the dean, the principal, my teacher or my mother, then maybe it would be. But since you're not, IT ISN'T.
Second of all, Jeremy is mad at me, I'm pretty sure, because I drop everything and go with Angela. Do you know why I drop everything to go with her? So she doesn't have ammo to use against me later. So she can't say, "Kaylee always runs off with Jeremy" - which she says ANYWAY. I try so frigging hard to be on good terms with her. And yes, when I'm with Jeremy, it makes her angry, which makes her bitchy towards me, which makes me have to deal with her crap. So, I guess it's a selfish thing, but STILL. I can't stop being decent around her. I can't do it, no matter how much she sucks.
Speaking of which, she won't stop giving Jeremy really awful looks and she KNOWS I'm looking. I don't think she understands that what she thinks about him means 0% to me. Unless she's being mean to me about it, I could give two craps about what she thinks about anything she doesn't like. Which is everything. I don't know, I want to move away so I don't have to see her judgmental face anymore.
Plus, tomorrow, Hannah and Jeremy are going to Mihalik's teacher of the year thing, which would be fun to go to, but I haven't been asked to go, and I would feel like such a dill hole asking to go. And no, it's not because Jeremy's going, it's because Jeremy AND Hannah are going, and they are my gym class, and I don't want to be alone in that class with freaking awful freshman boys who try to plough people over.
I never get to see Jeremy. Not enough. Things get in the way. I hate this. I hate this, hate this, hate this. I want to go sleep at his house.
I'm poor. So, so very poor.
And now I'm worried that somebody from the tech department is reading this and is walking down the hall to get me and take away my internet privileges and suspend me. That would happen here, I bet.
Please, fake-God, let this year be over faster.
Shit, now this period is ending and I have to go to anatomy, for which I have not done my homework in weeks.
No wonder administration here hates me.
My mother thinks I'm a whore.
I got rejected from my stop school and haven't told, like, anybody.
I hate this. I want to leave.
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